You know what? The sun came out today. Wow. Not happening here lately. And what happens inside me when the sun is out–a good thing. The winter heart dissolves. The smiling soul rises. That long lost giddily happy no cares girl comes out to play. And she did. A little wine on outdoor patio with best friend. Sunglasses. Giggles. Sex talk. All fun. Loss of melancholy me and sadness. Damn, this is what makes me alive. Maybe I am me again.